Thursday, June 9, 2011 , 3:46 AM

it felt nice to have u near by my side.

even for awhile, even as friends.
but this little corner inside me wants u back.

goshhhhhhh. & we all thought moving on was easy.

well, my prayers are with u tonight. hope the back won't give u mucho problemo.
take careeee.


p.s. i have to train real hard. my fingers are like baby's.



Tuesday, March 29, 2011 , 11:06 PM



Sunshine, there ain't a thing that you can do that's gonna ruin my night.
(But, there's just something about)
This dizzy dreamer and her bleeding little blue boy.
Licking your fingers like you're done and,
You've decided there is so much more than me.
And baby, honestly it's harder breathing next to you, I shake.
I brought a gun and as the preacher tried to stop me.
Hold my heart it's beating for you anyway.

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole.

Nobody prays for the heartless.
Nobody gives another penny for the selfish.
You're learning how to taste what you kill now.
Don't mind me, I'm just reaching for your necklace.
Talking to my mom about this little girl from Texas.

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole.

Just give her back to me.
You know I can't afford the medicine that feeds what I need.

So, baby, what if I can't forget you?
(What if I can't forget you?)
Collide invisible lips like a shadow on the wall,
And just throw, oh no.
You can't just throw me away.

So, what if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
What if I don't even want to?

Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh.

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole.

Just give her back to me.
You know I can't afford the medicine that feeds what I need.
So, baby, what if I can't forget you?
(What if I can't forget you?)
I'd better learn to live alone.

What's so good about picking up the pieces?
What's so good about? What's so good about?
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
Oh.



, 11:04 PM

hello blog!

idk why i'm here. let's just say i miss the old times. how things used to be.



Tuesday, July 27, 2010 , 2:01 AM

been a long time. haha. i really need someone to talk to. haha. just to spend time with, just to crap, just to make me smile.

i feel like shit right now. like seriously.

honestly, i never felt as if i was needed anywhere. everybody got their something else, and i, will only have company when anyone else needed one.

i never felt important. when i was captain for both schools, it felt great. it felt as if i was needed. then came the hooligans, who were really a great bunch of people to be with. and also climb.republic!

but now, everybody got their own cliques, and partners, and i felt like, i was nowhere. and i am no longer the captain too. i am on my own now.

i just want to feel wanted, to feel needed. i want to feel important, to something or better still, to that one special person. that is all i wanted to.

about u, i have nothing to say.
i just hope u will call me back.


i feel like shit, have always been. i need the wall.



Sunday, June 13, 2010 , 12:00 AM

happy 18th birthday nursukashi erliana!!!

hope you enjoyed your birthday presents.

may you have an enjoyable day today. furthermore, I will be back in singapore today!! yayyyyy~ miss u syg.

a bit more ok! i know you have alot to tell me. hees. you bet i tga tak sabar nk balek ni! heeeeee.

back into your arms. i can't wait.

enjoy today ok! so time will fly past so fast, that before you knew it, i am right beside you, as per usual. ((:

love you syg~ have a great birthday ok.

p.s. just so you know, my flight back to singapore would be PR 505, lands at 11.15pm. ((:



Monday, May 3, 2010 , 1:59 AM

i want to save up.

nopes. not for me. but for us. to go:

Petriti, Corfu
to see the weathered pier.

but at the rate i'm going now, it will take YEARS for us to go there. ):



Tuesday, April 27, 2010 , 12:41 AM

suddenly. just suddenly, i felt the sudden urge for the need of money.
i want money. lots of it. lots and lots and lots of it!

i feel so miskin. ):